If there's one thing I'd like to be able to do with this whole bloody thing, it's to show people that you can get through it and have a long and happy life. Breaking the news to her family was her first consideration. They've been hugely supportive, but the news inevitably un-earthed some of the grief of more than 35 years past, when her mother died.

My youngest child Hattie - who’s 12 - gets a bit embarrassed though when she see the scenes. She’s like: “Oh God, that’s disgusting!” with her little hands in front of her face.Sometimes I think, did I ever let her know that I cared about her? Did I tell her enough? Maybe we don’t say enough to people we care about because we take it for granted that we are going to see them again the next day. Maybe we should nurture them more. Most Read

Now that the operation is imminent, though, she does admit to doubts and fears. "I'm getting very nervous. You think of this operation in the future, the future, the future. Now I'm thinking 'I'm perfectly healthy! Why am I doing this' Because I am perfectly healthy.

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Denise did slap me for real though! I just said to her, ‘Let’s not mess about, just go for it’. So she did and slapped me really hard. It was great fun because I hadn’t had that drama before. From then on I got story, after story. You ask any-body and they'll say 'Sally is a very strong, determined, capable person' - all those kinds of words, which is great. For 30 years I've worried about this. It's been like a Sword of Damocles hanging over me. Now I won't have to worry about it."I just listened to what he said, but I didn't understand anything he said. We were expecting the phone call and my partner, John Paul, sat next to me and looked at me and he couldn't hear but he said I just went completely red in the face, and he knew something wasn't right. I changed totally. One project that she has committed to, with breathtaking candour, is the recording of the next few months of her life by BBC South's Southern Eye unit. Filming has already begun. The really strange thing is that I can’t believe it still. I still keep thinking she is going to walk out of her dressing room, or walk on set. She used to go off to Spain for three months and it’s almost like I’m still thinking she’s there and I am going to see her again. It’s a bit strange.